"going to" is no more.

I am done with this. I am done with messing around and just talking about what I want to do in life. I AM going to do it this time. I AM strong NOW. I AM NOT "going to" do something. I AM putting my life in God's hands NOW. I AM a virtuous woman because my life is in His hands. I AM a sinner now, but I AM repenting of the sins I consciously make. This IS happening. At the very moment. Not tomorrow.. not in a few seconds, but NOW. I am sick and tired of waiting around for change. I AM embracing the change the God has promised me so many times in the bible. It is no longer in the future, it is now.

That is all.